veendum oru kaatathu

I saw a comment below "2009il kaatu veeshiyille?" 

Sathyam parayatte , kodum kaatum peemariyum vellapokkavum ellaam orumichayirunnu. So could not get hold any lost leaves... 

Anyway its been one year now I started this blog. And hence to mark this paper anniversary, I decided to scribble down something. 

All those who cant read malayalam, I apologize, I just love this language, and I want to write in this bountiful language.

May 26

veendum oru greeshma swapnathil ninnu oru njettalode mizhi thurannu unarumpol, 

kayvittu poya kanavukal orikkal enkilum sabhalamakumo ennu kinavu kandu 

veendum aa suhupthiyil onnu koodi layikkan...

oru mareeshikayayi vidoorathevideyo alayunna jeevitha aashakal 

enthino veendi veendum anantha vihayashil paari parannu 

oru nooru vibhala jala kanangalayi chithari...

athil oru bhaspa bindu enn anjana rekhayil thazuki thalodunnuvo...

iniyum  oru nimi enkilum ee durbhaga bhoovil

vijana janma sabhalyamaayi uthirumo ee neerkanam!!!.

My Hope at Despair !!!!

Prayer to St. Jude

To be said when problems arise or when one seems to be deprived of all visible help, or for cases almost despaired of.

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Most holy apostle, St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the Church honors and invokes you universally, as the patron of hopeless cases, of things almost despaired of. Pray for me, I am so helpless and alone. Make use I implore you, of that particular privilege given to you, to bring visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need that I may receive the consolation and help of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations, and sufferings, particularly - (here make your request) that I may praise God with you and all the elect forever.

I promise, O blessed St. Jude, to be ever mindful of this great favor, to always honor you as my special and powerful patron, and to gratefully encourage devotion to you.

Amen.

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We make them cry who care for us! 

We cry for those who never care for us ,

And we care for those who will never cry for us.

This is one of the strangest truths in life!! 

Never explain yourself to anyone.

A person who likes u or understands u doesnot need it,

And

A person who dislikes u wont understand or believe it!!

Then why bother to !!!

:-|

Life , A translucent picture.

R u able to read between those lines?

If u think its transparent,its just tht u r not  seeing whats opaque. 

Of course u will never. 

So does it really mean its transparent? 

Just bcoz u dont see it, doesnt mean it never existed. 

Try to see through this translucent picture. Concentrate. 

May be u cud atleast guess the shape of the opaque regime. 

May be that cud be a twister or an eye opener.

Atleast u will end up in confirming ur belief !!! 

:(

The sea is saline,Sky is cloudy, Wind is dusty, Or is it just ur perception?

The most difficult thing is to feel reciprocally!!!

All that glitters is not gold, But sometimes even gold may forget to glitter if was in a dust storm all these years. So how do u really know which is gold . may be u can ... may be u cant....
Thats why there is something called LIFE defined by its all its probabilities, possiblities and impossibilites, and yet undefined due to its indeterminate nature :)

Enough ? no....? ok here it goes....
When u dont find any sanity in the sane things arnd ,
u wud start feeling better sanity in the insanity inside u...
thats why LIFE is easier when u start forgetting the essentials
and start remembering the trash..

:O

Location: undefined
Status: relative
Mission:complex
Path: meandering
Possibility:Infinte
Destination:unreachable
Mode of Travel:Instantaneous
Accessories:unspecified
Speed:Indeterminate

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The world would have been a better place if there wasnt any relativity.
Something thats strange now, becomes familiar in a matter of time.
Something that was distant, came closer in a relatively later time.
Something that was very modern, becomes utterly obsolete.
.....
And life goes on and on this relativity..
If only the circle had an end, I could find an equilibrium of relativity!!
On the worse side, tis seems to be an endless loop of concentric circles.
The only hope thats left is to HOPE?WISH?PRAY? we are moving inward,
So that, there needs to be an inevitable STOP atleast at the dead centre.