The Golden Touch

Well this post has nothing to do with that splendid title.

I just wanted to prove to the world that I am alive and yes, did get some time to think about the blog that I own. :) Finally a day that I got without much fuss and stress. Can somebody teach me how to get rid of this thing called STRESS? I wish I was still studying, atleast there was only exam stress then :P.

And about the title.. Thats what I call it when I add those little drops of all spices etc to my dishes just to make it taste the best for my hubby. Hmmm.. but he wont admit that it is the best when he eat it. But certainly when he eats something from somewhere else and cribs about it, I make it a point to make him recall that awesome taste of my "golden touch". Ahh.. so much of family stuff.

Well.. what was the real purpose of this post other than proving that I am not dead?
I think I am little excited about the days ahead.. Lots of plans at hand and I would be damn depressed if all do not work out properly..God, grant me the strength to change the things that I can, and the courage to accept those I can't!!

Life should be treated as a celebration, I guess. Not because I am celebrating it all but, its all a one time thing. You never get this June 17 2011, 4:05 PM again in your whole life. So why just waste it cribbing or fussing. Take it in ur style and do whatever you heart says!!
Otherwise some 50 years down the lane you will find urself singing..
"Gimme some sunshine, gimme some rain.. Gimme another chance I wanna grow up once again"
(Now that I am already singing it!! :P)

So Happy life guys!!

The End is always a new beginning!!!

"The sun was asleep
The moon was new
The wind was quite
Alone I stood
Lost amidst the woods,
Then I saw a tiny little star far far away
Trying to light up my path ahead"

But that was few years ago.

And today this tiny little star is going further away from me.
Yea, I am sure this star brings destiny to lots of people, not just me. So its time for it make its destiny too. But it really did light up my way all this time, through rains, storms and in good weather, making life a meaningful adventure. Thanks for teaching me that the intent and thrill of life lies in its uncertainty. I believe that how farther you may go, you will remain visible to me so that I can look up to you whenever I am in need. All the best for you way ahead and I am sure your destiny is really gonna be awesome.

And this 23rd, I am celebrating the anniversary of something special . Yes, the day I first met my partner. And this definitely calls for a celebration. Life is a mixture of ups and downs. And in this one year, we too faced all these. But at some point, we realize a connection deep within, a bond inseparable and an unfading love - A love that is not because of one's merits, not of any sweet gifts or surprises that the other gives you, but a love out of no special reason.
Just one reason that he is mine for this whole life and we are going to make this journey together - in light and dark, in good and bad.

veendum oru kaatathu

I saw a comment below "2009il kaatu veeshiyille?" 

Sathyam parayatte , kodum kaatum peemariyum vellapokkavum ellaam orumichayirunnu. So could not get hold any lost leaves... 

Anyway its been one year now I started this blog. And hence to mark this paper anniversary, I decided to scribble down something. 

All those who cant read malayalam, I apologize, I just love this language, and I want to write in this bountiful language.

May 26

veendum oru greeshma swapnathil ninnu oru njettalode mizhi thurannu unarumpol, 

kayvittu poya kanavukal orikkal enkilum sabhalamakumo ennu kinavu kandu 

veendum aa suhupthiyil onnu koodi layikkan...

oru mareeshikayayi vidoorathevideyo alayunna jeevitha aashakal 

enthino veendi veendum anantha vihayashil paari parannu 

oru nooru vibhala jala kanangalayi chithari...

athil oru bhaspa bindu enn anjana rekhayil thazuki thalodunnuvo...

iniyum  oru nimi enkilum ee durbhaga bhoovil

vijana janma sabhalyamaayi uthirumo ee neerkanam!!!.

My Hope at Despair !!!!

Prayer to St. Jude

To be said when problems arise or when one seems to be deprived of all visible help, or for cases almost despaired of.

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Most holy apostle, St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the Church honors and invokes you universally, as the patron of hopeless cases, of things almost despaired of. Pray for me, I am so helpless and alone. Make use I implore you, of that particular privilege given to you, to bring visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need that I may receive the consolation and help of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations, and sufferings, particularly - (here make your request) that I may praise God with you and all the elect forever.

I promise, O blessed St. Jude, to be ever mindful of this great favor, to always honor you as my special and powerful patron, and to gratefully encourage devotion to you.

Amen.

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We make them cry who care for us! 

We cry for those who never care for us ,

And we care for those who will never cry for us.

This is one of the strangest truths in life!! 

Never explain yourself to anyone.

A person who likes u or understands u doesnot need it,

And

A person who dislikes u wont understand or believe it!!

Then why bother to !!!

:-|

Life , A translucent picture.

R u able to read between those lines?

If u think its transparent,its just tht u r not  seeing whats opaque. 

Of course u will never. 

So does it really mean its transparent? 

Just bcoz u dont see it, doesnt mean it never existed. 

Try to see through this translucent picture. Concentrate. 

May be u cud atleast guess the shape of the opaque regime. 

May be that cud be a twister or an eye opener.

Atleast u will end up in confirming ur belief !!! 

:(

The sea is saline,Sky is cloudy, Wind is dusty, Or is it just ur perception?

The most difficult thing is to feel reciprocally!!!

All that glitters is not gold, But sometimes even gold may forget to glitter if was in a dust storm all these years. So how do u really know which is gold . may be u can ... may be u cant....
Thats why there is something called LIFE defined by its all its probabilities, possiblities and impossibilites, and yet undefined due to its indeterminate nature :)

Enough ? no....? ok here it goes....
When u dont find any sanity in the sane things arnd ,
u wud start feeling better sanity in the insanity inside u...
thats why LIFE is easier when u start forgetting the essentials
and start remembering the trash..

:O

Location: undefined
Status: relative
Mission:complex
Path: meandering
Possibility:Infinte
Destination:unreachable
Mode of Travel:Instantaneous
Accessories:unspecified
Speed:Indeterminate

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The world would have been a better place if there wasnt any relativity.
Something thats strange now, becomes familiar in a matter of time.
Something that was distant, came closer in a relatively later time.
Something that was very modern, becomes utterly obsolete.
.....
And life goes on and on this relativity..
If only the circle had an end, I could find an equilibrium of relativity!!
On the worse side, tis seems to be an endless loop of concentric circles.
The only hope thats left is to HOPE?WISH?PRAY? we are moving inward,
So that, there needs to be an inevitable STOP atleast at the dead centre.

YET ANOTHER DAY!!

some touch our hearts in a special way.. Even if the wounds they leave , remain with a sweet pain

aardramay mozhiyunne vida
mounam ithum ninn
ormaykku munpil
oru nivedyamay!!!


Moments froze
when I stopped thinking abt u
O Dreams, life is of no springs without u !!
Is that a joyful smile I see in ur eyes
or some playful tears ?
Dont u try to give me the best of ur flowers
Even when u have nothing but thorns handsful ?
Isnt ur face tht I see
Through the darkest of the shades
When every sunny day brings
A brillaint rainbow into ur memories ?

:)

The joy of being lost...
The pain of being found again..
Leave and let live each in his/her own tranquility



The difficulty to decide upon a difficult thing puts me in the difficulty of diiffering to difficulties.. :P


oru nila mazhayathu oru manjuthulliyay
oru swaanthanamay oru vennthoovalay
ennil niranja sargasangeethame
oro venalilum ninte swararaagangal
eniku smruthiyil orayiram vasanthangal unarthatte!!!

The destiny unfolds,
And makes it ur fate !!!
Dare to fight and change it ?
Not just u
but those who make ur world.....
Then u would have what is called
" an accomplished life " !!!

Thoughts for me :)

Well, thanks to gmail which forces you to think about what to put as ur STATUS message. Below is some CRAZY THOUGHTS that caught me while I was on this search


"When visions are clouded,
paths are strange
what ahead is destiny"



Hopes,Dreams,wishes
Why do u play a moon at me?
As I await to receive u a perfect pournami ,
The very then u turn to nothing but an absolute amavasi


The sun was asleep
The moon was new
The wind was quite
Alone I stood
Lost amidst the woods,
Then I saw a tiny little star far far away
Trying to light up my path ahead


The reason being u
rediscover urself in seamless ways
And if u ever reach the horizon
There will be a twilight
waiting to soothen ur churning


Be candle that throws its best light
Even when its melting away!!


I walk to the horizons
And in each step i take
I sense a new beginning
The turn i take now
Makes a different sense
Wherever I turn to
I see a new light rising
Its a totally lost quest
Or u need more direction
May be i will get that in reflection
The circle Im walking
Widens on my each new step
Am I still on the very beinning
Or may be its near the end !!